Recently I’ve been eating like crazy, not healthy stuff, seriously considering starvation once again. I don’t know I’m just sick of being in this “fat suit”. Or am I striving to be some unknown slim person?
A mouth full espresso filled my dreams and my heart. I been dealing with a downward spiral of my relationship, and he broke up with me, and he wants me.to take.him back, I’m really conflicted with this. I love him I do. Anyway, My current weight is around 165.1 and down which is good the goal is still 120 or 110, which is a healthy weight for my height, and personally I like being short. I think it makes me.look adorably attractive. Recently in leeza world I have a job interview on Friday, I hope it goes so super well, I’m really nervous, having no clue what to do. Gah too many negative thoughts. On the up side I am determined! Like fucking wheaties man. Its the breakfast of fuckin champions. I digress though I will chat later guys. Hope you all haz a good week. And Halloween is my all time favorite. Plus it’s my new year. Anyway good morning, and good night my lovely duckies. Byie
"We spend our lives, knowingly or not, trying to say something impeccably.""Language, a great poem in and of itself, is all around us. We live in the lap of enormous wonder, but how rarely do most of us look up and smile in gratitude and pleasure? The English major does that all the time.""An English major? To me an English major is someone who has decided, against all kinds of pious, prudent advice and all kinds of fears and resistances, to major, quite simply, in becoming a person. Once you’ve passed that particular course of study—or at least made some significant progress on your way—then maybe you’re ready to take up something else."
Oh, read this! Read this, please. It’s wonderful.
And if you, like me, go on to study library science, know that you have essentially elected to become a custodian of all the best people’s attempts at becoming people!
Absolutely worth reading my duckiesSource: thelampsaidfouroclock